memory = faculty by which things are recalled to or kept in the mind.

I am sure everyone of us have our fair share of fond memories.
Be it with family,friends,crushes,beloved or ex-beloved.

Well..I dun wanna hide anything when I am blogging but sometimes I dun make it too obvious for the sake of sensitivity for others.
And this makes it difficult for me to blog sometimes coz I gotta hide a lil and yet make my point.

A big rain is coming again,I guess.
I love to wear his big black Woodlands jersey when the weather is cold.Just hope it stays this way.

And back to what I am saying.....Umm..

Sometimes...
(ok..now it is raining.)

It is kinda ironic,funny,skeptical yet a lil romantic also to watch a love story that has ended yet the characters are still there.
The place hasn't change,the people maybe changed a lil,maybe the roles are exchange(well..maybe not too) yet...some thing is just different.
But again..it so feel the same.

I know it's a lil confusing but im sure if you know,you will know.If you have no idea,well..maybe you will know next time or will never know. =)

It feels a lil sad yet too a lil blissful.

It's a whole lot of contradicting feel.

But again...I know I still feel happy inside.
Coz I know that my prayers is still working.
My angel keeps u safe,healthy,strong and happy.
For you are special to me and is one of those last persons I would want harm to come upon.

I guess I will never forget those days.
The feeling is like now.
Feeling cold and lonely yet a lil hopeful in rainy days like these.
I always keep my prayers for u,and will always do so.

I would still smile and still keep you somewhere in my memories.
It is like those precious roses that you would wanna keep even though the thorns cut.

But one thing that is different now is....
You are just the beautiful melody of my past.
The feeling is still pretty much the same for you.
Except that...I dont really feel cold and lonely in rainy days like these.

Coz I keep my hope in someone who treasures my smile.
Coz I knew he will keep me warm in days like this.Though not physically.Ha.

You are the melody of my past.
He is the song of my present and hopefully my future.

You will always be special to me.
But I will always be special to him and knowing that,he is far more precious.

This love is not to compare and I will never compare.

Just to let you know that...

The one who stay in the memories is different from the one staying in the heart.
=)

Understand?

Cheerios.